Kusviba panzira yemvura

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Ussiri Thammachot (Ona zvimwe , Aidudzwa 'àdsìeríe thammáchôot) akaberekerwa muHua Hin muna 1947. Akadzidza kutaurirana kwevanhu vakawanda paChukalongkorn University ndokutanga kunyora. Muna 1981, akave munyori wechitatu weThai kuhwina iyo SEA Nyora Mubairo neiyo pfupi nyaya muunganidzwa Khunthong, Iwe Uchadzoka Mambakwedza, kubva kunobva nyaya iri pazasi zvakare. Kufanana nevanyori vakawanda nevakangwara muThailand, akafurirwa zvakasimba nezviitiko zveOctober 14, 1973 naOctober 6, 1976. Akashandira pepanhau rezuva nezuva Siam Rath kwenguva yakareba.

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Kusviba panzira yemvura

Murume wacho akakwasva zvishoma nezvishoma igwa rake rakanga risina chinhu achienda kumba achirwisana nemvura. Zuva rakanyura kuseri kwemiti ine makombi yaiva mumahombekombe erwizi klong asi kuuya kwehusiku hakuna kukanganisa mukwasvi.  Moyo wake waive waremerwa nechishuwo chekuda kusvika kumba kusati kwasviba.

Akanzwa kukundwa kubva paakasunda igwa rake kubva pajeti remusika. Igwa rake rose remanwiwa anorema, egirini rakanga rabereka zvishoma zvinosiririsa zvokuti akanga asingakwanisi kutenga bhurauzi rakachipa raakanga akumbirwa nomudzimai wake kuti aunzire kana toyi yemwanasikana wake muduku. Aitonzwa achikumbira ruregerero 'Pamwe nguva inotevera…hatina kuwana mari yakakwana nguva ino'. Aizosuruvara uye kuora mwoyo senguva dzose uye aifanira kuderedza kuora mwoyo, zvichida nekucherechedza kuti "Tinofanira kuchengetedza mazuva akaipa."

Akanga aita nzendo dzisingaverengeki kuchiteshi chezvikepe kuti anotengesa manwiwa ake kumutengesi, uye nguva imwe neimwe aingosara aine pfungwa yokusabatsira uye basa risina basa. Kushanda nesimba kwake, uye kwemukadzi wake, kwakanga kusina maturo seziya rinopfachuka nekamhepo kaifefetera kana kudonha mumhepo isingaperi yemhepo. klong, kusiya kunzwa kunyorova nekunamira kwaisararamisa asi kuodza moyo. Asi ndozvazvaive zvakaita, paive nemutengi mumwechete aitonga musika wemavise. Sezvaaifamba nechikepe achipfuura nejeti, vamwe varimi vemavise vakazevezera kwaari nenzira yehama yokukundwa: 'Zviri nani kuatengesa pane kurega iwo achiora'.

“Tinofanira kurima mavise akawanda, pamwe kaviri kana katatu, mobva maenda kutemberi nehembe itsva uye mwana wedu anogona kuita chidhori sevamwe vana,” aiudza mudzimai wake akanga akamirira. . Hapana chimwe chaaigona kufunga kuti awane mari inokwana zvinhu zviri nyore zvavairota. Ehe, izvo zvaireva basa rinonetesa uye rinofinha, kushivirira kwakawanda uye, pamusoro pezvose, kumirira kwakawanda. Asi akanga asiri muenzi kumirira, kwakanga kuri rutivi rwoupenyu hwake. Aigara achifanira kumirira zvinhu zvaaida: redhiyo yakachipa yetransistor kuti mimhanzi ijekese hupenyu hwake husina kunaka kana cheni yakatetepa yegoridhe kuratidza. Ndidzo zvipo zvaainge amuvimbisa paakaenda kunogara naye.

Mudenga raiva nerima riri pamusoro peminda yemupunga, mapoka eshiri aibhururuka achienda kumatendere adzo, ane mavara akaisvonaka mumwaranzi yendarama neyeorenji yezuva rinonyura. Miti iri kumahombekombe ose yakasviba, ichikanda mimvuri yakadzika nenzira inotyisa. Kumberi chaiko uko klong Kuwedzera nekumonereka, zvitsinga zveutsi zvaionekwa kuseri kwegwenzi rakasviba, richinyungudika nekukurumidza mudenga raikurumidza kupera. Sezvaaikwasva kunze kwakati zii kwemanheru, igwa rine injini rakamupfuura ndokunyangarika mukunzwika kupfupi kworuzha, kuchinyandura mvura kuva mafungu aipupa uye aitinhira.

Akanangidzira igwa rake rokukandira kumahombekombe kuti adzivirirwe sezvo mvura yakanga ichibvongodzwa yairovera marara aiyangarara pauta hwake. Akabata gwere rake  akanyarara uye akatarisa marara anoyangarara ane tsvina: pakati paive nedhora, richiita rhythm yemvura isingazorori.

Akashandisa chikwasvi chake kusunda tsvina yakanga yayangarara kure ndokuredza chidhori chakanga chatota kubva mumvura kuti anyatsoona. Kachitoyi kacho kaive zvachose, hapana chaishaikwa, chidhori chakashama chine miromo mitsvuku inonyemwerera, ganda rerabha rakacheneruka uye maziso makuru, matema, akatarisa airatidza kutonhora kwekusingaperi. Akafambisa maoko ake mberi neshure achinzwa kugutsikana. Kamudhori kacho kaive katove shamwari yemwanasikana wake aive akasurukirwa aive asisanyare nekushaikwa kwechidhori sezvo vamwe vana vese vemudunhu vange vave nechidhori. Akafara achifungidzira mufaro nokufara zvaiva mumaziso ake uye kamwe kamwe akakurumidza kudzokera kumba nechipo chake chinokosha.

Chidhori chitsva chakauya nekuyerera. Aisada kufunga kuti aive ani. The klong akafamba nomumaguta, nemisha neminda. Ndiani anoziva kuti maziso nemaoko mangani zvayakanga yatosangana nayo payakayangarara pamwe chete nemarara ichipfuura zvisingaverengeki mamwe magwa nemajeti. Asi mukufungidzira kwake akaona muridzi wechidhori achichema, achiona chidhori ichi chichiyangarara chichienda pamhepo. Akaona mazviri kusaita seapo mwanasikana wake akadonhedza chimedu chevise chine muto pavhu rine huruva, uye akambonzwira tsitsi mwana asina kuzivikanwa.

Nepfungwa yakawedzerwa yekukurumidzira, akafambisa igwa rake kumba zvakare, achinzvenga mizambiringa nemapazi akarembera mumvura. Mamwe mabhoti emota, achifamba pakati pe klong vakazviti ivo vamene, vakatumira masaisai kumhenderekedzo dzose dzine rima. Dzimwe nguva aitofanira kumbomira kukwasva kwekanguva kuti arambe akadzikama chikepe, asi hazvina kumugumbura kana kugumbuka. Kumba kwaisava kure uye mwedzi waibva watokwira zvekurerutsa rwendo rwake.

Akaramba ari pedyo nekuchengetedzwa kwebhangi kunyange zvazvo zvinomera zvakanga zvaputirwa nerima. Dzimwe nguva shiri dzehusiku dzaivhunduka dzichibva mumakwenzi mumahombekombe uye, dzichiridza mhere, dzaikwakuka pamusoro wake dzobva dzaenda kune rimwe mahombekombe. Zvimupfuti zvaiti ngwee semasarasaradzi emoto waibvira ndokunyangarika mutsanga dzine rima. Paakasvika pedyo zvikuru nemhenderekedzo akanzwa kurira kunobaya kwezvipembenene zvomumvura sokuchema kunonzwisa tsitsi kwokutambura kwomunhu, uye kusurukirwa kwakamubatira.

Munguva iyoyo isina nguva yekuvega uko pasina chimwe chikepe chaimuchengeta - munguva iyoyo isingaite apo ruzha rwakapfava rwemvura inoputika rwaiyeuchidza kufema kwemunhu ari kufa - panguva iyoyo akafunga nezverufu uye akangoerekana aziva nezve. kunhuwa kwemhepo pamusoro pe klong akatakura munhuwi wekuora.

Muviri wakaora wemhuka zvichida, akafunga kudaro. Imbwa yakafa kana nguruve - iyo vagari varipo klong haaizozengurira kuikanda mumvura umo rwizi rwaizoitakura uye uko mvura yaizopedzisa kuora kwenyama yaichimbova mhenyu. Ikoko...paiva, kwaibva kunhuwa uku kunorwadza pakati pemarara anoyangarara mumumvuri wenzvimbo yakarembera. banyan muti.

Kungotarisa kwechimbi-chimbi, uye akanga oda kufamba nechikepe chake achibva pachinhu chiya chinonhuwa, chinosemesa apo chimwe chinhu chakamubata. Haana kubvuma zvaaiona, asi paakatarisa zvakare akaona muviri wemunhu wakanga waora pakati pemarara aiyerera. Akapindwa nechando nekutya uye chikwasvi chake chakamira pakati.

Zvakamutorera nguva asati aita zvivindi zvekusaidzira marara parutivi nebhandi rake kuti asvike pachinhu chinosemesa. Nekubatsirwa kwechiedza chemwedzi chakajeka chinotonhora kuburikidza nemashizha e banyan muti waipenyerera, akadzidza chitunha chisina upenyu achida kuziva.

Sechidhori chaakanga achangobva kuburitsa mumvura, chaive kamusikana kaive kasina kusimira kaingove zera nemwanasikana. Kungofanana nechidhori, hapana chakashaikwa kubva kuchinhu chidiki chakafa chinosiririsa kunze kwekunyemwerera kwakasimba uye kutarisa kusina chinhu. Muviri wemwana uyu wakanga wazvimba zvinokatyamadza uye, muchiedza chomwedzi chakachenuruka, ruvara rwegirini runosiririsa. Zvaisaita kufungidzira kuti mwana anga akaita sei mumakore ake echidiki, kana  nekuchena kuchena kwaaive apinda muhupenyu asati ava chitunha chinoora ichi, inosuwisa asi isingadzivisiki maitiro ayo aizopedzisira amubatanidza murukova rwunogara rwuchitenderera rweichi. klong.

Ainyatsoziva kusuruvara kunorwadza uye kusurukirwa kwezvinozoitika kune wese. Akafunga pamusoro pababa namai vomwana, uye kuti vaizoita sei kumonyoroka kwakashata uku. Aizoita sei kuti vazive? Akafambisa igwa uku neuko kuti ashevedze kubatsirwa, achivhara mhino yake nechanza cheruoko kuti abvise kunhuwa kwairwadza kwechitunha.

Paakacheuka kuti aone kana igwa rakanga richipfuura, akaona kupenya kwakamuomesa kwekanguva. Kuda kuvigwa zvachose munyama yakazvimba yeruoko rwemwana akafa kwakaisa cheni yesimbi yeyero. Mwoyo wake wakamira kwechinguva.

“Ndarama,” akashevedzera ari mukati, achishandisa chikwasvi kuswededza muviri wakanga wazvimba pedyo. Kutinhira kwechikepe cheinjini uye chiedza cherambi remafuta zvakamuvhundutsa nokunzwa aine mhosva. Akafambisa igwa rake zvokuti mumvuri wacho wakavanza mutumbi kuti usaonekwa, uye akamirira kusvikira ava ega zvakare mukunyarara kwakatevera.

Kungava kusaruramisira kuri pachena uye upenzi husingakanganwirwi kuti mumwe munhu ahwine mubairo uyu. Hapana aizotora mukana naye sezvavaiitwa nekutengesa manwiwa. Mushure mezvose, iye pachake ndiye akawana pfuma iyi uye akanga atambura zvakanyanya kubva kune zvisingagoneki.  kunhuwa kwechitunha. Kunyange zvazvo yaigona kunge isiri pfuma, yaitokosha kupfuura zvaaiva nazvo  nekuti igwa rake rakanga rizere nemanwiwa, uye ndiyo rwizi rwauya naro pano paakariwana.

Akafara chaizvo paakafunga kuti mukadzi wake ainge akapfekwa musoro akanga ava kukwanisa kupfeka bhurauzi raainge akamirira kwenguva yakareba uye pamwe aizomuwanira reruvara rakanaka rinoenderana. phanung kubva kuchamhembe, uye dzimwe mbatya dzavo nedzemwana wavo. Kekutanga aingoravira mufaro wekushandisa mari pasina twunhu twairwadza mumoyo make paakaparadzana nemari yake yaainge ashanda nesimba. Chaaifanira kuita kwaive kukwasva nemhepo achienda kumba kwake. Mufaro waizovheneka chiso chakaneta chomudzimai wake uye chitarisiko chokuda mumaziso emwanasikana wake, kunyange zvazvo chiri chipfupi uye chipfupi, akanga ari makomborero anokosha semvura inonaya mumunda wakaoma.

Chiedza chemwedzi chakarara sefirimu resirivha pamusoro pemafungu emvura uye kurira kusingagumi kwezvipembenene kwakafanana neminyengetero yevakafa. Akatura befu ndokucheka nebanga remuvise munyama yakapfava, yakazvimba yeruoko nechanza chemwana akanga afa. Zvishoma nezvishoma, nyama yakaora yakasvuuka kubva pamapfupa machena uye yakayangarara kure, ichiratidzira cheni inopenya yegoridhe mushure mekuvigwa munyama yakafa. Hwema hwakanga zvino hwamukurira zvekuti akafemereka uye kana cheni yainge yave mumaoko akanga asisakwanise kuzvidzora. Munhuwi werufu wakanamatira banga rake, maoko ake, muviri wake wose. Akarutsira zvakanyanya mumvura ndokugeza banga rake nemaoko, mvura ichibva yabvisa chisaririra chose chechinhu chake chinosemesa pamwe chete nenhindi dzenyama yakafa.

Muviri, nekusundidzirwa nebhandi  kusunungurwa, kukukurwa zvishoma nezvishoma kudzika kurwizi mukunyarara kwekupedzisira. Akasunda igwa kubva kumahombekombe kupinda pakati perukova. Maziso ake akawira pachidhori chaiva mugwa. Yakarara ipapo nenyemwerero yayo yakapindwa nechando pamiromo yayo yakatsvuka uye maziso ayo asina chinhu akapendwa nemavara matema, maoko ayo akasimudzwa muchiratidzo chokukumbira tsitsi. 'Yabatwa nechipoko! Kasikana kaya!', zvakapinda mumusoro make. Akachimbidza kukanda chidhori chiya mumvura chakabva chaenda chakananga nemuridzi wacho. 'Asi chii nhai!' akafunga kudaro moyo wake uzere nemufaro. Aigona kutengera mwanasikana wake chimwe chidhori chokutamba nacho, kana kuti zvimwe zviviri. Akanga asisazvidemba pamusoro porwendo rwaakanga amboona serwendo rusina maturo. Achifunga nezvemudzimai wake nemwana vakanga vasati vaziva nezvemufaro waakanga asingatarisiri, akakwasva nesimba idzva nokukurumidza sezvaaigona akananga kumba kwake, mwenje waaitoona kuseri kwegwenzi kure.

Haana kuzofunga imwe nguva pamusoro pemuviri mudiki murombo. Akanga asisina basa nokuti zvakabva kupi kana kuti vabereki vaizoziva here nezveramangwana remwana wavo. Nhamo iya yemunhu yakanyangarika mumapako epfungwa dzake, ikangosara nekamwe chete.

Akakwasva nesimba rinoshamisa uye nomufaro.