'Kuseri kwependi': chinyorwa cherudo, basa, kuvimbika uye kutenderera

Kulap Saipradit (Mufananidzo: Wikipedia)

Mamwe ruzivo Ruzivo rwakawanda
"Ndinofa ndisina anondida, asi ndagutsikana kuti pane wandinoda"
Mashoko ekupedzisira Kirati anonyorera Nopphorn pamubhedha wake werufu.

Kuseri kwemufananidzo

'Kuseri kwependi' yakanyorwa naSiburapha (peni zita reKulaap Saipradit, 1905-1974) mumakore Hondo Yenyika Yechipiri isati yasvika. Rakatanga kudhindwa muzvidimbu mubepanhau remazuva ese, rakadhindwazve sebhuku kane makumi mana uye nderimwe remanovhero anozivikanwa uye akanaka kwazvo muzvinyorwa zveThai. Muna 1985 na2001 nyaya yacho yakatorwa uye muna 2008 yakagadziridzwa kuita mimhanzi ine nyeredzi Bie the Star.

Nyaya yacho inotanga nokutarisa mufananidzo wakajairika unoratidza nzvimbo yegomo muMitake, Japan, ine zvimiro zviduku zviviri, murume nomukadzi, vakagara padombo. Nopphon anobva ataura nyaya iri kuseri kwependi yacho nemashoko ake.

Nopphorn inowira pasi pechiperengo chaKirati

Nopphorn ane makore 22 mudzidzi weThai muTokyo paanokumbirwa kuperekedza murume nemudzimai parwendo rwemwedzi mitatu rwekuchangobva kuchata vachipfuura nemuJapan. Momrachawong [zita remuzukuru chibvi wamambo] Kirati, pazera ramakore makumi matatu nemashanu, akaroora akaenzana aristocracy Chao Khun Athikaanbodi, ane makore gumi namashanu mukuru kwaari.

Kubva pamusangano wekutanga, Nopphorn inowira pasi pechiperengo cheKirati yakanaka, inoyevedza uye yakangwara, uye rudo irworwo rwunodzika uye rwunotumbuka mukusangana kwavo kwakawanda uye hurukuro mushure. Panguva yerwendo rwekufamba muMitake Nature Park, anozivisa rudo rwake kwaari uye anomutsvoda zvine mutsindo. Kunyange zvazvo achigoverana mukuchiva, anozvidzivisa kupfurikidza nokukumbira basa rake kumurume wake ane mutsa uye ane hanya, waasingadi chaizvoizvo, nenzira.

Masvondo mashoma gare gare, vaviri vacho Kirati naChao Khun vanodzokera kuThailand. Nopphorn anonyora tsamba dzake dzerudo dzaanopindura nekudziya kukuru, achiratidza rudo rwake asina kumbozvitaura. Rudo rwaNopphorn runopera, kunyorerana kwacho kunopera. Chao Khun anofa uye Nopphorn anonyora Kirati chinyorwa chekunzwira tsitsi.

Kirati anofa uye Nopphorn anowana chinyorwa chine chiziviso cherudo

Mushure memakore manomwe muJapan, Nopphorn anodzokera kuThailand kwaanoroora Pari, mukomana wake kwemakore manomwe, akasarudzwa nababa vake. Anoita kushanya kwakaoma kuKirati. Kwapera chinguva, Nopphorn anodaidzwa kurufu rwaKirati uyo, achirwara nechirwere cherurindi, anoramba achitaura zita raNopphorn munguva dzake dzekupisa. Kana Kirati afa, Nopphorn anowana chinyorwa chine chinyorwa kubva pamashoko ari pamusoro.

Short biography ye ศรีบูรพา (Siburapha, chaizvoizvo 'The Glorious East')

Akazvarwa muna 1905 mumhuri yevarombo, akapinda chikoro chakakurumbira chevanhu vakapfuma. Thepsrin, akanyora mabhuku akati wandei kubva muna 1928 uye akapindawo mukutora nhau. Nokuda kwebasa iroro akaenda kuJapan neAustralia.

Mushure mehondo, akavamba 'Peace Movement', iyo yaipikisa Hondo yeKorea nezvombo zvenyukireya uye yaidawo kuti kubviswa kwevatori venhau. Aive mutongi gava uye akatanga kupokana neveumambo uye gare gare vadzvanyiriri vemauto vakaita saPhibun naSarit.

Muna 1951 akashanyira Isaan aine shamwari dzinoverengeka dze'Peace Movement' kuti vagovane chikafu nemagumbeze kuSurin panguva yemafashamo. Pakudzokera kwavo kuBangkok, akasungwa, pamwe chete nevamwe zana 'vakuru vemaKomonisiti', uye akapfigirwa mujeri kwemakore mashanu.

Muna 1958, Kulaap akatungamira vamiriri kuBeijing. Apo dzimwe nhengo dzenhume dzakadzokera kuThailand, dzakasungwa ndokupinzwa mutorongo. Kulaap akasarudza kugara kuChina kwaakafira muna 1974. Mwanakomana wake Surapan akaroora Wanee, mwanasikana waPridi Phanomyong.

Dzimwe ndima kubva mubhuku

Hurukuro pakati paNopphorn naKirati mubindu rehotera yavo nezveChao Khun, murume waKirati.

(Nopphorn) ....'Ndakamuziva kwenguva refu. Murume akanaka kwazvo. Ndokusaka uchifanira kumuda zvikuru.'
Zvino kwakange kwave kuti Kirati ambonyarara. "Ndinomufarira mabatiro anoita vana semurume mukuru ane mutsa."
“Hapana chawakataura nezverudo. Ndinoreva rudo pakati pomurume nomudzimai, murume nomukadzi.'
"Waona zvandiri uye kuti Chao Khun chii. Pane musiyano mukuru mumazera edu. Rakafanana negomo rinodzivisa rudo pakati pedu uye rinodzivisa rudo rwedu kuonekwa.'
"Asi rudo pakati pemudhara nemukadzi wechidiki zvinogoneka handiti?"
'Handitendi murudo pakati pevanhu vaviri vakadai. Handitendi kuti zvinobvira chaizvoizvo kunze kwokunge tichifungidzira kuti zvingadaro, uye izvozvo zvingava pfungwa isina kururama.'
“Asi munofara mumba menyu. Asi iwe unoti hamusangani murudo.'
………'Kana mukadzi agutsikana zvinonzwisisika haarambe achifunga nezvedambudziko rerudo. Chii chimwe chaanoda chero achifara, aine rudo kana kuti asina…..Rudo runogona kuunza shungu nemarwadzo muhupenyu hwedu……..Unoda kuziva kuti nei ndakamuroora? Ndiyo nyaya refu, yakarebesa manheru ano.'
Gare gare anozotaura kuti sei akaroora Chao Khun. Aida kutiza mhoteredzo inodzvinyirira yaakanga akavharirwa. Muchato wake wakamupa mwero wakati worusununguko.

Nopphorn naKirati vari kufamba muMitake Nature Park. Mushure mepikiniki, Kirati anoti:
....'Handisi kukwanisa kufamba ndichidzoka.'
"Ndichakutakura," ndakadaro. Ndakasimuka ndokumubata ruoko rwangu kuti ndimutsigire. Akaramba rubatsiro rwangu nenzwi rakapfava, asi handina kuteerera. Paakasimuka ndakamubata ruoko, ndaiva padhuze naye. “Munofara here?” ndakabvunza.
'Ndikatarisa rukova rwuri zasi uko ndinofunga kuti takwira kure. Hameno kana ndine simba rokudzokera.'
Ndakaswedera padhuze naye zvekuti miviri yedu yakapotsa yabatwa. Kirati akasendamira pamusidhari. Ndakanzwa hana yedu ichirova zvine simba.
“Kana tasvika kumba ndichaita dhirowa yenhamba mbiri pano,” akadaro.
"Ndine rombo rakanaka kuva pedyo newe."
"Zvino mondisiya rinhi kuti tigorongedza?"
"Handidi kukusiya." Ndakamutsimbirira muviri wake.
"Nopphorn, usanditarise kudaro." Izwi rake rakatanga kudedera. 'Ndisiye. Ndava kunzwa ndakasimba zvokukwanisa kumira netsoka dzangu.'
Ndakatsikitsira chiso changu pamatama ake akapfava ane rosy. Ndakatadza kuzvidzora. Ndakamudhonzera pandiri ndokumutsvoda. Ndakamboita kanguva ndisina kukanganwa.
Kirati akasununguka pakubata kwangu ndokundisundidzira kure naye. …. Akazendama nemuti uya achifemereka kunge munhu afamba chinhambwe uye aneta. Matama ake akatsvuka kuti piriviri kuita seapiswa nezuva.
"Nopphorn, hauzive zvawabva kundiitira," akadaro inzwi richidedera.
"Ndinoziva kuti ndinokuda."
"Zvakanaka here kuti undiratidze rudo rwako kudai?"
"Handizivi chakakodzera, asi rudo rwakandikurira ndikapotsa ndarasika njere."
Kirati akanditarisa neshungu mumaziso ake. 'Unogara uchiratidza rudo rwako paunenge uchipenga here? Handiti waiziva kuti hapana chaunozodemba kupfuura zvinhu zvaunoita kana warasika njere?'

Mazuva mashoma gare gare.
"Hatina kumbobvira taonana," Kirati akadaro azere neshungu, mumoyo kupfuura kwandiri. "Pakutanga yakanga yakanaka kwazvo, asi ikozvino yashanduka kuva kurwadzisa."

Tsamba yekutanga yaNopphorn.
“Ndakapotsa ndapenga apo ngarava yakadzima zvishoma nezvishoma ichienda kure uye ndakanga ndisisaoni kunaka kwechiso chako. Ndakapotsa ndafenda pachiteshi pandakanga ndisisaoni ruoko rwako rwaizunguza …………Ndichaziva chokwadi chinotyisa ichocho kuti kunyangwe ndakakubvunza kakawanda, hauna kumbotaura kuti unondida here kana kuti kwete. Ndinoziva kunyarara kwako kwaisareva kuti waramba rudo rwangu. Ndanga ndichida kuti uzvitaure pachena. Dai wangondiudza kuti unondida unenge uri mufaro mukuru muhupenyu hwangu. Ungandigonesa here, ndinokukumbira?

Kirati mhinduro yekutanga netsamba.
"Kana usati watonhodzwa ndinofanira kukuraira kuti unyore tsamba dzako mufiriji kana kunze kana kuchinaya."

Kushanya kwechipiri kwaNopphorn kuKirati muBangkok.
"Kirati, ndine zvandinoda kukuudza."
"Ndinovimba inhau dzakanaka. Inofanira kuva nechokuita nokufambira mberi kwebasa rako.' Akamirira nekufarira mhinduro yangu.
'Aihwa. Inhau dzakanaka, asi hadzinei nebasa rangu. I'm sure muchafara mukanzwa kuti ndava kuchata.' Akaratidza kuvhunduka, sekunge akanga asina kutarisira nhau iyi.
'Uri kuroora here?' akadzokorora asina chokwadi. "Ndiye mukadzi wawanga wakamirira kuBangkok handiti?"
"Oh, wanga uchitoziva here?"
'Kwete, ndakanga ndisingazivi. Ndakangoti. Makazivana kwenguva refu here?'
"Ndiye mudiwa wangu."
'Kubva riini?' Chiso chaKirati chairatidza kukahadzika pane kupenya nemufaro.
'Makore manomwe kana masere. Ndisati ndaenda kuJapan.'
"Asi nguva yese yandaive newe muTokyo, hauna kana kumbotaura kana shoko kwandiri nezve kupfimbwa."

Pamubhedha wake werufu, Kirati anopa mufananidzo Mitake kuna Nopphorn.
"Uchiri kurangarira here zvakaitika ikoko, Nopphorn?"
"Ndakadanana ikoko," ndakapindura.
"Takadanana ikoko Nopphorn," akadaro achivhara maziso ake. 'Wakadanana ikoko uye rudo rwako rwakafira ipapo. Asi kune mumwe munhu rudo irworwo ruchiri kugara mumuviri wakaonda.' Misodzi inoyerera kubva kuseri kwemaziso ake akavharika. Kirati akagara zvake mukuneta. Ndakatarisa muviri uya nerudo neshungu.......
Kirati akafa kwapera vhiki. Ndakanga ndinaye munguva idzodzo dzerima, pamwe chete neshamwari dzake nehama dzepedyo. Asati apedza akakumbira chinyoreso nepepa. Aida kutaura chimwe chinhu asi izwi rake rakaramba uye saka akanyora kuti: Ruzivo rwakawanda "Ndinofa ndisina anondida, asi ndagutsikana kuti pane wandinoda"

ศรีบูรพา, ข้างหลังภาพ, ๒๕๓๗
Siburapha, Kuseri kwependi, Silkworm Books, 2000

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