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Chitsauko 29

Chakamushamisa ndechekuti Anong aive mumba make. J. akanga afunga uye zvichida achitarisira pachivande kuti aisazovapo, asi akavhura suo nokukurumidza. J. aisatarisira kumbundirwa uye haana kuwana. Ainge atofembera kare. Chinyararire akamupinza mukati ndokugara pasofa.

'Saka asikana, ndabva kwatete vako zvino ndava kuziva zvese...' J. akaedza kuchengeta toni yakareruka, asi yakaomerwa nazvo.

'Unofunga here? ' vakapindura zvavo.

'Sei usina kundiudza?'

'Ndaizodii? Iwe unofunga kuti unoziva zvese, asi hapana chaunoziva ...'

'Zvakanaka, ndiudze zvese ...' J. akaedza kutarisana naye asi akakoniwa kuita kudaro.

'"Handifaniri kuzvidzivirira kune mumwe munhu ane mhosva yekufa kwababa vangu." zvainzwika kurevesa.

'Kungobuda pachena, handina kuuraya baba vako.'

'Asi bvuma kuti waida kudaro. Hauna kuenda kuKlong Toey kunotaura kwakanaka, wakadaro? '

J. haana kukwanisa kupa mhinduro.

'Ndizvo zvandaifunga... Kana iwe usingade kureurura chero chinhu, ndicha: Ndakabatsira baba vangu kubva pakutanga kusvika pakupedzisira mukutsiva kwavo ...'

'Chii?!' J. akanzwa kusvotwa kwaaiziva kuchiuya zvakare.

'Ehe, wandinzwa zvakanaka. Kuronga, kuba, mhondi. Ndakazvigadzirisa uye ndaizozviita zvakare nechemumoyo... The only mistake yatakaita was underestimating you...'

'Asi nei ?'

'Ndaivenga sekuru namainini nefiber yese pamuviri wangu. Sekurangarira kwandinogona, sekuru vangu vainditapira uye vane mutsa kwandiri mumakore okutanga andakagara navo. Ndakatambira mapresents and was spoiled. Pave paya ndipo pandakazonyatsomuziva. Paakanga ari out neshamwari dzake he transformed before my eyes. Akava munhu akasiyana zvachose, ane muromo wakashata uye ane hasha. Neniwo. Ndakanga ndisati ndave nemakore gumi nemana paakandibata chibharo kekutanga. Pashure paikoko akakumbira ruregerero ndokupomera kudhakwa kwake, asi pasina kupera mwedzi gare gare akandibhinya zvakare. Ndakaita makore ndichifungira kuti mainini vaiziva izvi asi vaingove mbwende zvekuti havana kumira mushe. Hazvina hazvo mhosva kuti akaerekana andipinza muchikoro chebhodhingi nemasisita, kubva pakubata kwechitsotsi chiya. Pandakaenda kuyunivhesiti ndipo pandakakwanisa kunzvenga kudzora kwavo uye, kupfuura zvose, kumutiza.'

'Asi…'

'Aihwa, ' akadimburira J. nehasha 'regai ndipedzise!'

'Ndisati ndaenda kuyunivhesiti ndakasvikirwa nemumwe murume akazvizivisa sababa vangu. I couldn't believe my ears and at first I didn't believe kana shoko raakataura. Ndakatomboda kuzivisa mapurisa, asi akakwanisa kundinyengetedza nemoyo murefu. Kunyanya nekuti mainini vakanga vagara vachinzvenga mibvunzo nezvevabereki vangu kwemakore. Pandakangogutsikana kuti ndiye waaiti ndiye, zvishoma nezvishoma asi zvechokwadi akatanga kundipinza muzvirongwa zvake. Zvirongwa, izvo ndakatsigira uye ndinotsigira zana muzana. Pamusoro pazvo, Sekuru vaisava bhinya rakashata chete, nhubu, mbwende, asi mhondi yaamai vangu. Chinonyanya kundinakidza ndechekuti ndakaba mari yaibhadharisa nhubu dzababa kuhomwe yasekuru vangu. Akabhadhara mhondi dzake muhomwe yake…' Painzwi rerukundo painzwika kuti akanyatsotarisa J nemaziso aipenya.

Kwakabva kwanyarara zvinorwadza. Runyararo rwaive rwakakwana uye rwakadzikama. Vese vairatidza kuti vaingopinda mumba ndokunzvenga kutarisana. J. haana chaakataura kwenguva refu. Akafunga nezvehasha dzake, kuvhiringidzika kwake, zvinhu zvose zvaaida kumuudza. Akanga achifunga zviuru zvezvinhu panguva imwe chete, kusanganisira mibvunzo isina kubvunzwa yaingotenderera mumusoro make. Aiva nehanya naye asi kutaura chokwadi aishaya kuti oita sei nyaya iyi. Akaziva kuti hupenzi kuvhiringa mukadzi iye akanyarara...

'Pandaidzidza, baba vakaenda neni kanoverengeka kumakomo ari kumadokero, pedyo nemuganhu neBurma, kwavakandidzidzisa kushandisa zvombo uye kuzvidzivirira. Isu takangomirira mukana wakakodzera uye wakazviratidza makore mana apfuura apo Buddha akangoerekana aonekwa muAyutthaya. Ndakaona kuti babamukuru vakabva vapindwa muropa nechinhu ichocho uye pamwe chete nababa takaronga hurongwa hwekuba. Kuuraya maguard maviri yaive sarudzo yakazviitira baba vangu, asi ndakauraya musikana webasa…'

'Chii? Sei ? '

'Vakabata sekuru vangu vachitamba neni kaviri asi hapana chavakaita. Kunyange pandakamuteterera akapfugama kuti ndiende neni kumapurisa, akamisa chikepe. Handina kumbomuregerera nokuda kwaizvozvo. NEVER !'

J. akagadzirisa pahuro "Usandiudze kuti une chekuitawo nekupondwa kwaTanawat?" akabvunza, anenge achipesana nekutonga kwake kuri nani.

'Kwete zvakananga, kwete. Asi rufu rwake rwakanga rwusingadzivisiki. Izvozvo zvakanyorwa munyeredzi, sokunge zvakadaro. Akanga ari pedyo zvakanyanya pazvitsitsinho zvedu. Ndakaziva kubva pakufona kwawaita kuti aifanira kukuzivisai musi uyu. Ndakamukoka kuzodya masikati iwayo. Akabva angokundwa nemaziso angu akanaka ndokundiudza nezvekugadzwa kwaakaita newe muWat Po. Ndakati ndimuperekedze zvikabva zvamuuraya... Munoziva baba vangu vaida kukuurayawo asi ndakavaona kuti havadi. For some reason I care, aiwa ndaiva nehanya newe. Ndiwe waive murume wekutanga munguva refu kundiseka. Iwe unogara uine mutsa kwandiri uye, kunyangwe kusiyana kwezera, ndainzwa ndakachengeteka, hongu, ndakachengeteka newe ...' Paakanga awanazve simba rokusangana naye, J. akaona kubva mumisodzi yake yaikwira kuti airevesa. Aiita kunge achanyungudika misodzi. Aitonzwa kusuruvara kwake chaiko. Pasinei nezvose, kurwadziwa kwakapfuura nepakati pemoyo wake. Akavenga kumuona seizvi: patsitsi dzeshungu uye kuzvidemba.

'Gosh...' Kamwechete muhupenyu hwake, J. akange asina remuromo uye aisanyatsoziva zvekutaura. Paakangofunga chimwe chinhu, akabva amurova. Ruvara rwese rwakanga rwabuda kumeso kwake uye akamutarisa mumaziso akati: 'Rombo rakaipa Dino...Handidi kuorera muchitokisi cheThai chine tsvina kwemakore. Saka mudikani, show yapera. Toonana mune humwe hupenyu...' akadaro achinyemwerera uye nekusuwa kukuru, izvo J. aisazombofa akakanganwa muupenyu hwake.  Asati aita semheni akabva adhonza revolver yairema kubva pasi pecushion yesofa ndokuisa dhiramu mukanwa akavhara maziso ndokudhonza rovambira.

Kwemasekondi mashoma akagara akakanganisika ndokuzodzvova zvaaigona kusvika husiku'Sei ?!' Asi haana kuwana mhinduro kubva murima rakanyarara ... Yakanga isiri yekurota, asi aishuva neshinda yese mumuviri wake kuti dai zvave. Kwaityisa, asi kwete hope dzinotyisa. Kwekanguva, kwechinguvana, J. akatarisira kuti akanga apenga. Nyangwe zvazvo kupenga kwaisanakidza, sekuona kwaaiita hapana kana zvichienzaniswa nekutyisa kwainge kwabva kuitika pamberi pemaziso ake... J. akawira pasi nemabvi achiita seabatwa nechiveve. Musoro wake wakawira kumberi kunge wairema kutakura uye akabata maoko ake achigwinha gwinha pachipfuva chake. Haana kuziva kuti akanga amufonera, asi Kaew akamuwana maawa gare gare. Nekunetsekana, akanzwa mapendekete aJ. Asi izvozvo zvakanga zvisina mubvunzo. J. haamboite izvozvo…

Chitsauko 30

Zvaingove zvakajairika kuti J. aida mavhiki kuti agadzirise zvakanga zvaitika. Somurume akatyoka, pashure pemutambo wokuonekana nokupisa chitunha chaAnong, akaenda kuChiang Mai ndokuzvibvumira kunyura mubasa achitarisira kuti nguva yaizopora maronda ake. J. akazviparadzanisa amene zvikuru uye vaaishanda navo vepedyo zvikuru saKaew naWanpen vakamunetsa zvishoma sezvinobvira. Akarwa hondo ari ega nokuzvinzwira tsitsi uye kuzvishora kwaaiita, asi akaonawo kuti aitofanira kuzvishingisa. Mwedzi miviri chete gare gare akazobva zvakare nechitima uye zvechokwadi naSam kuGuta reNgirozi uko mazano ake aidiwa nokukurumidza pakutenga boka guru rekare reSawankhalok neCeladon pottery.

Kudzokera muimba yepamusoro, kusiyana naSam, zvakamutorera nguva kuti adzikame. Zvakawanda zvakanga zvaitika mumwedzi mishoma yapfuura uye ndangariro dzinorwadza dzakanga dzichiri itsva.  dutu naBob Dylan uye Romeo & Juliet Corona akasimba vakamubatsira paakagara pateresi yake kuti anakirwe nekunyura kwezuva, izvo zvakashandura Wat Arun nerwizi rwakadzika pink negoridhe. Sam akanyatsogutsikana akazamura ndokutambanudza. J. akazamura zvakatodzika, kana zvichibvira, uye akatambanudzawo. Akamboita kanguva akanyatsonzwa kuti mupengo uya wakanga wamurovera pabendekete... Ronda iri rakanga rapora zvinoshamisa, asi ronda rainge raitwa nemhosva iyi mumweya make raizorwadza kwenguva refu... Akabata akadurura girazi uye akafunga kuti aifanira kubvumirana nemumwe wake George Bernard Shaw. Hofori yekare yaiita senge Brit dzimwe nguva, asi yaibvumirana pachinhu chimwe: Whisky yakanga yakaita sezuva remvura. Akachengeta makristasi tumbler ane makore 25 akura Highland Park muchiedza chezuva rava kupera. Akamhorosa mupfungwa madzitateguru ake echiCeltic akange auya nepfungwa inoshamisa ye Whisky kana kusvina mvura youpenyu kubva muzviyo. Akarova whisky zvishoma nezvishoma, akatarisa misodzi yaiyerera zvishoma nezvishoma kumadziro ndokufunga akaunza girazi riya kumhuno. Utsi hwemoto unopfuta, kuvava kwegungwa. Akambotura befu ndokutura befu. Bharisamu kumweya wakakuvadzwa. Chaaida iye zvino. Bhodhoro raive rave rakakosheswa zuva rekuzvarwa chipo kubva kuKaew.

Tiens, kana wakataura nezvemadhiyabhorosi… Kaew akaerekana amira padivi pake pamateru mukutenderera kwake kwese. 'Ndakazvipinza mukati, nekuti hauna kunzwa bhero repamusuwo nekuda kwekupopota nekupopota kwemukomana wako Dylan...'

'Uri kuitei? '

'I thought you can use some distraction ndosaka ndiri kuuya kuzokutora... Unogona here kuenda kunoita zvawagara uchida kuita...'

J. akanyepedzera kufunga zvakadzama nezvechipo ichi kwechinguva, akakanda ruoko rwake pabendekete raKaews ndokubva atarisa neshungu kubva kunzeve kuenda kune nzeve: 'Handifungi kuti zvichashanda pasina dambudziko. Vese vakaroora kana kuti vane shanje...'

'Enda kubhawa ipapo,akapindura Kaew atoratidza kusekerera. Maminitsi mashoma gare gare vakanyangarika mumaoko akazaruka eGuta reNgirozi mune tariro isina maturo kuti yaizogara yakaoma nekusingaperi...